advise to ppl: pls be a asshole if u do not wanna get hurt
that's what i do at least...i am a asshole and i know it
sometimes i even wonder why am i here? to hurt others?
life can suck at times, like now, and here i am, blogging about stuff that is bothering me. For the past particular week, i was much emotionally disturbed, for some reason.But i am fine now. thanks to another reason which i don't know.I think that i might be going crazy, or i am already crazy.Can't find the reason why, but i hope to go back being my usual self...
lol...see the cheong sam below?bouhgt it wit mayvis yeaterday at bugis there! lol....at firs i was planning to gat a maly costume but i got tempted to but the chinese one in the end! mayvis also bought the pink one! then jye ning and yun qing bought their malay costumes too! and say, i just realised how dumb i was lah...i did not noticed that there was a malay costume shop like near my hse?! which actually sold clothes at like damn great prices?! OMG! i am so dumb!!!!
feeling like better now, not that i am not crazy now, but thanks to u guys that have been listening to what i have to say. Thanks Sheryl! Thanks JyeNing!went cycling with jac and the others yesterday, and now my butt feels really, really pain....lol! and i made the best sambal sotong at the bbq! lol...and we celebrated mr.han's birthday yesterday at the chalet, and boy, you sld have seen his face....too bad i did not take photos of the chalet, and dun ask me why :)
is it just me, or something just went wrong with blogger? whatever.... suddenly just feels like being emo and stuff...yah...not really in the mood today...going a bit crazy lah! really dun noe how to describe that feeling....bored?sick?i dunno...just feels like lying down and not waking up anymore...i have been quite emotional this few days and whatever i do, i tend to be very tense and stuff....haiz...and i cry at stupid stuff for no reason, then suddenly laugh....arghh...i think that i an going crazy....one of this days i might get sent to the mental hospital...well, hope i get better soon!
i now confirmed that KC is crazy, blur and cute!!!! lol, today was like slack...woke up in the afternoon, ate brunch and opened com....wah, KC got admirer that keep smacking his butt! haha! oh yah! KC is now also the laughing king!!! the one that keeps laughing!!!anyways, i was thinking of cutting my hair,but was wondering what kind of hairstyle do i want...see first ba...anyways, i was thinking of beating KC long posting....so here goes...on monday, the first day of camp, i woke up at like 4.45am in the morning!!! arrived at sch at about 6.30?was quite early lah! at about 8, the p5 kids starting streaming into the classroom, and dere were quite a few that i am seeig for the first time.The first impression that they gave me was ap....some had serious ap problems, and here i thought i was the only one with it?!so i bought them to the lecture hall at 8.25, and lkk was obviously there...and the rest was just speech and more speech...the students then head to cchms for their activities in the afternoon, and all i can say see, sheryl, u all did very well liao, lkk, u go and die lah!!!! the treasure hunting was quite fun cause they wee all very enthu lah...then edwin damn funny sia, he mixed up the locations of the stations, so he went station 7 instead of 5!lol! everything at night was ok lah,except that at 10 plus, the lkk called us to the library to talk nonsense...wtf, he dink he wad?! sheryl they all are like doing their best to give him what he wans already and all he does is blame and blame?! so what if he used to be in charge of soldiers?! what we are talking of now are p5 kids and sec 3 teens, not a bunch of aged 20 adults?arghh!!!! TUESDAY woke up at like 3.30 in the morning....lol....zao cao in the morning was funny lah!!! roi, you are the sexy queen! haha...so we went to the SPHand visited the radio station 1003, and to the wad-do-you-call-it place? lol...after which we went back to cchms for lunch. The cai mi yu game was hilarious lah! they were like all fighting to answer the question...lol....went back to nan hua and the lkk wanted to talk nonsense AGAIN! and he very freaking annoying lah...he himself said that the students do not have enough time to finish the project liao, then he still wan to meet us at 9pm? he want to fight ar???? i was really holding back to give him a freaking slap can?!but, we managed to finished the project by 9pm anyway!lol...and then he gathered us again to vote for the most cooperative grp, the speak most chinese grp and the most polite grp, which i dink quite bull cause none are cooperative, and guess wad, my grp won the most polite, which is so not freaking true can?haha....but we did do something fun at night when we celebrated sheryl's birthday! Happy Birthday Sheryl! and it's thanks to sexy queen who bought the cake! WEDNESDAY woke up at 6 plus due to the constant stamping of feet by the p5s that had woke up...they sure wake up early!hahahas...after breakfast, went to the lecture hall for the cheering competition...lol, our cheer is damn cute can? 豆豆帅帅, 豆豆最可爱!lol, then eugene's grp was 不知道,不知道 all the way!!! then it was the thanking part...after which, the old woman was like giving comments on our project, and since i was so tired and all, i fell alsleep....then there was this kid that was annoying me by tryig to wake up for no reason and i got so freaking fed-up that i scolded him the F word! did i forgot to mention that i have a terrible temper when someone tries to disturb me when i am sleeping?the minister and the DJ came and of course, i was awake by then....so the p5s were raising questions to them. When th session ended, there was a video done by the teachers and lkk just had to ruin it by talking ?! after the closing ceremony, the p5s went back andi forgot to give boy boy his note! awww....after coming back to sch, we then decided to go to kallang KFC for lunch...lol, damn funny sia, there was a sudden downpour halfway, and eugene was like running very fast, cause he dun like the rain...lol, then when we eating halfway, i starting laughing cause i saw KC laughing, then he laugh until very funny, so we keep on laughing and luaghing non-stop....then we marc was making stupid prank calls to ppl and he was making this funny face lah....lol....i was laughing like crazy and almost fell to the floor....hahaha....then took bus 12 back home with sheryl and was sleeping on the bus....reached home at bout 5 and slept again! lol...sleeping queen!!!!
just came back from camp yesterday! tired but had quite a lot of fun...lol...yesterday at kallang KFC, i laughed until i had no breath...lol...i am the laughing queen!!!(sry ppl, jiaxin had been this crazy since wed) my brain feels like mush cause i hadbeen doing amths since yesterday night...*sobs* i am more stupid now...:( (told you that she is crazy)